I'll Sleep when im dead.

I look at this picture and for the first time i ask myself "this is what you want to do?!"

And then i think about that fight. I think about how he was basically St. Pierres punching back. I think about how he never once really looked like he was going to win that fight.

I think about no matter how much St. Pierre threw at him, he didn't go down. He didn't back down. He was always game. He came out swinging all five rounds. He took a beating, one of the worst i had ever seen, and by round five, he still didn't look tired. He came out and he tried to win. Round 5, he had to get a knockout to win. And that's what he tried to do. He lost that fight. But he gained a ton of respect from everyone who watched, maybe more then if he had gotten a lucky punch and won that fight. John Fitch has heart. He never says die.

Hell yeah i want to do that. And maybe, one day, i can have a fight like that, and find out what kind of man i really am.

6 more days and i get to start training again. :)

Randall's lyrics of the day:

If we go we go the distance, we go all out.
And if you force us to fight, we go for the knockout.
We haven’t always been the same men, we are today.
It took fire to purify us, what didn’t burn is what remained.
If we run then we run, but we won’t be the same.
Leaving excuses for the weak.
If we run then we run, but we won’t be the same.
And we’ll only have ourselves to blame.
We are growing ever stronger, the more we die.
The enemy will never take us; will never take us alive.
Sometimes it’s with our eyes closed, that we find our sight.
Sometimes it’s in the darkness, we see the light.
Today I stopped asking what it means and just believed.
You gotta believe; right now.
And now the truth of it is we already got all that we’ll ever need


Randall's verse of the day :

Proverbs 22:1-3

1 A good name is more desirable than great riches;
to be esteemed is better than silver or gold.
2 Rich and poor have this in common:
The Lord is the Maker of them all.
3 A prudent man sees danger and takes refuge,
but the simple keep going and suffer for it.